I am angry

I AM ANGRY!!!
& I am allowed to be angry!!
I have this frustration and anger.
I am frustrated because I worked so hard on myself and now I feel like I’m back at square one.
I am frustrated because I am hurt and my feelings are valid even if the person in front of me is disregarding them.
I am hurt because I felt like I could trust or rely on somebody and now I feel betrayed.
I feel like no one understands what I’m going through, the pain, the difficulties.. it doesn’t really matter anyway there are too many problems to be solved.
I can’t stand This coronavirus nightmare anymore.
I feel alone and misunderstood.
I’m tired.
I don’t want to fight anymore.
I don’t see any reasons to go on. Nobody loves me anyway. Whatever I do it won’t matter..
What am I going to do?

This seems like a weird message coming from your dear Red doesn’t it ?? Yes.
These are YOUR words my little devils.

Now that you saw the violence that lies
Behind those questions. You can start seing how we manage to be much more compassionate towards others and find solutions for them.
What about you my little devil?
I’m sure that when you started reading this you got a little scared or you had the impulse to comment or DM to share your light, your love, your hope and positivity.

How about doing this for yourself as well?
I always say you can’t pour from an empty cup and yet the only thing that you can give without ever running out is: love.
Chill out i’m not talking about romantic feelings here I am talking about the purest form of love and caring.
No labels (!!) no strings attached.
just pure compassion towards not only our brothers and sisters but towards yourself as well.

I want you to practice every day to look at yourself through kind eyes. Do a self check every week. Try this and you’ll see that very soon the world will seem like a less chaotic and frightening place.
The misunderstanding you feel will become peace at heart.
Mindfulness is Key.
Live for now and not for what was or what could’ve been.

Your new life is starting now.

How will YOU choose to create it?

Love

Red

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2 comments

  • Yes <3 and I know you deserve to shine as bright as your heart.

    Red
  • I one hundred percent agree with you on this and you have shown me that I need to be kinder and gentler with myself.

    Tyler Hellard

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